well.... it wasnt a very good day. i was ready for school this mornin. got there in a good mood and all. it was about time for the bell in the hall and tom let everyone down there know that mrs k died if they didnt know. well i didnt. it woulda been great if someone woulda told me and me not find out last. but regardless i found out and i just didnt know how to take that news. i heard it and thought " dude ur jokin right" but no, no joke. i didnt know how to react at firts. the first thing that came to my mind was steve, kelli, and kt. then it hit me and hit me quite hard. umm.... i dont know y some things happen the way that they do and i get sick of hearing that they happen for a reason. but thats what mrs k believed. man ive never known a stronger person. how could u ever smile like that. shes just so awesome. and she was just like a mom to me. the first time i ever stayed the night at a friends house was at steves. so ive known that family since kindergarden. mrs k was just like a mom to me and all the other guys. i dont know how she put up with all of us but she did. but..... i just dont know where to end this entry.... i could talk about good memories all day and never get tired but.... i donno...

steve or kelli if ur readin this please talk to me if you ever need to or if yall ever need anything just ask. i really love u guys. everyone else i love yall too. yall were all there for that family... anyways im tired...bye guys